//Just a Quick Write, Open role play also for group members//
Jessica had usually been the one for the violence and blood. Whether it was ripping faces off of witches, or tearing the head off of Sarah Newlin. Though, Sarah's hair sprayed hair might serve as a shield. Though, the humanity she had left, which Bill made sure too restore in her made her have guilt for most things.
Killing people that didn't deserve it was on the top of her list, even if they were accidents. She didn't feel guilty for being a vampire or the qualities that come with it, like feeding, sex, violence and blood shed. But, everything has it's limits, including her being a vampire. Whether it was killing a trucker or draining faerie teenagers, there was always something for her to feel guilty about. On top of that, her impulses drove her crazy and time would repeat itself.
But what she did too those girls she felt as it was unforgivable. Like she should have died with all of those other vampires at the camp. When she went in, she was in the darkest part of her mind. She wanted to die, she felt like she deserved to be there. How could she even do it? She had died around their age, so she knew what it felt like.
So now she was standing in front of Bon Temps cemetery. She had snuck out while Bill was out, probably trying to talk too Sookie. She had stopped at the local market to pick up three bouquets. Though, she didn't know their names, she wanted to pay respects since she did this too them.
Finally, she emerged herself into the cemetery, glancing around. No one was around, and it smelt as if it was about too rain. Frowning a bit, Jessica walked through the cemetery to the new graves, only 6 months old.
Each grave had their last name and a number. "Bellefleur one, Bellefleur two, Bellefleur three". The dirt she stood on had settled into the ground where they were barried. Her eyes scanning over the grave, she trailed her fingers again one of the tomb stones.
Shaking her head, she bent down and put each bouquet on a grave. Blood tears began dripping down her face as she quickly wiped them off, only smearing her cheeks. "Sorry..I am so sorry"